Andrew and I made up this thing to add "-ness" after most sentence we say and its kinda sticking into our heads....its kinda annoyingly funny.

Why am i grumpy? im just really upset about work. i had a good cry but i am not even sure whether im suppose to be mad about the work thing, tell me your opinion, maybe its just my stubborn nature:

ok, the thing is, i'm working in a little cafe (like not a big company), and i have no idea what i'm hire for anymore, if your my friend, you should know that i have great experience in the hospitality industry cause i did hopspitality VET as a part of my HSC, and i worked in hotels as work placements and i do know my stuff and i know what i'm doing. people used to come to the coffee club cause im there and liked my coffee. but now working in the "current" cafe, i was told (well more like "fully implied" that my coffees shit...and always butt in half way when i try to make one.

next, she (my boss) always gets to a panic mode when there more than 5 people in the cafe, when the cafe have the capacity of around 30 people, she never ticks off what she did, and always somehow redo some orders...and you cant work like that in the industry....oh, its her cafe...and she never been in this industry before [smart!]

just like the last shift i worked, she made this guy (same age as me...waiting for uni/tafe to start) came to work...its been 2weeks and the pay talk is apparently still "in progress...which is bullshit because she just want him to work for free, and me, knowing the laws for the industry and stuff, it is ILLEGAL for someone to work for free in "training mode"...maybe unless ur family. anyways, theres already 2 people in the kitchen (that non-pay guy and another paid lady) and she STILL try and squish in that kitchen and do some of the orders, and i swear the kitchen would be fine without her, so i was left in the front of house doing: taking orders, bringing meals out, making ALL the drinks, paying the bills....and they are telling me off that i'm too slow? like excuse me?

and half way through the rush of lunchtime, she still try to do everything herself, you know, you need incentives to stay in a workplace, and its hard besides the money cause you need to feel appreicated too....and i dont. and i feel sorry for the guy who dont get pay (and a lot of another people who always work there and according to her its "training" and "trying out"...and they are really hard working people)

and she refuses to use the computer thingy she has for order taking...im starting to wonder why did they bother to buy it in the first place.  and she wont use it. and then her excuse was cause not everything in the menu is there and the price set was wrong. and like well, fix it? then she complains that i calculate the money wrong and thats because every week she somehow decides the drinks are gonna be charged differently, because also each week she decide to find another company's drink.

the worst part: hyigene problems. *sighs* i dont even want to mention how crap it is, i seriously would quit if i didnt need the money...cause i will change jobs as soon as i got my timetable for tafe...which is on 30th jan...endurance...so help me. anyways. the hyigene is so bad. she doesnt wear gloves when making food, neither does ANYBODY in the kitchen...yes great-ness. that was kinda dealt with when a customer asked why dont they. and well they still didnt. and then the boss - yes the one who likes to do everything herself in her way which is DISGUSTING...might as well in from a dump and it will be much the same. she has a wound, with band aid on...which is good. but by law (yes my knowing too much about the industry kicking in) states that a person MUST wear gloves over that, so good luck to the people eating it. and then when she makes your coffee, which she thinks it better than mine (*cough* sorry, more "implied"), your coffee will be made under the circumstance that the old coffee beans are stuck where your "new" coffee is in the espresso machine, and your milk would be made with the steam stick thats got milk stuck all over it a mintue ago, just before she makes yours, and she will have a poor attempt in just touching a cloth slightly over the steam stick *COUGH* cleaning it i meant. [as if]

and i really dont feel appreicate there, the boss's husband (who also work there on the weekend) said i was "over-confident"...i was like...yeah whatever really, i know i am, but i know your business wouldnt get anywhere. like the a while ago i was talking to a customer who was saying "merry xmas...and if i dont see you then happy new year" my boss was like "wow, you know a lot of people, you know them too?" i was like: "um, they come in every week on the weekend, the husband always orders the same food - the $12.50 breakfast and the choc milkshake with little syrup..." she doesnt even know her regulars, so yes. whatever. i dont care. shes really crazy, i swear she is, ask priscilla she worked there for a day and never heard from her again. and suzi worked a few days there too, and i dont know where she went already, and mum's friends tried out there, and they all agree shes crazy...cause she touches raw meat than touch a bit of cooked, and then put something in her mouth to eat then dont wash her hands and then touch more food that might be one day consumed by you....

i feel better now...*sighs*
oh i read the newpaper about the main rounds...hard to find everyone's name. i got offered B Design (Visual Commuincation) at UWS. and stuff that. I'm becoming a rockstar.

why must the weather be so HOOOOOOT....its like everything sticks to your bum when you sit down,and your watch sticking onto your skin, and your bosy just cant breathe!!!

kissing can definately spread virus. evil andrew. he give me a sore thorat -- but then my 3 hours of K maybe to be blamed too. lol

so...birthdays are everywhere as well as farewell parties. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEGAN! big girl now. finally 18.

and yay, my deviantart page: http://blacknskulls.deviantart.com hits 400 pageviews. pretty awesome.

anyways, another thing to whine about is how i pay my tax and the stupid centrelink made me wait an hour for service. well the man who served us was nice and he apolosied, but the think is...maybe the government think poor people have lots of time on their hands? well we dont....well actually i did, but thats not the point...lol...and the MORE important thing is: they didn't have a public bathroom....they make us wait an hour and the least they can do is provide us with a bathroom!!! i was busting man, thank goodness for bladder control...

its sooooo hot.....lalalala, the pool at my place....no one can swim in it cause the pump broke...but it doesnt concern me...i cant swim anyways. i'll just have a cold shower.

in conclusion. global warming sucks. unless your a penguin, cos then where they live would be colder...lol.

oh btw, have you guys seen the new drumstick (ice cream) ad? its so cool, i love it. damn cant find a link for you guys cause people sucks and dont have it on youtube. btw speaking of youtube, my player aint working is it? stupid window gadget library~

you should all be happy -- i can't be shit with the funny letters anymore.

um...what to say. oh went to farewell party for steffi @ hyde park, most of them only ended up screaming because all the birds were around us. we played uno after eating and then the first round ceiclia (sorry, cant spell) lee lost, and was dared to sing the school song aloud...in *top soparno*! hehe, 2nd round sharon lee lost (must be the surname thing that made them lose), and was dared to *skip* around the really big fountain twice...and yes, we did laugh, and people did look. lol.

going a bit of farewell parties here and there. kinda hard to believe we're all going everywhere.

anyways. why do they make the uni first round so long? i think choi would agree as well~

иєω єяα, иєω ємαιℓ α∂∂яєѕѕ, нєи¢є иєω ѕρα¢є, fαιя єиσυgн?

ωєℓℓ му иєω уєαя яєѕσℓυтισи...ι gυєѕѕ ιтѕ נυѕт : вє нαρρу αи∂ ∂σи'т gινє α ѕнιт ωнαт σтнєя ρєσρℓє тнιик. (тнαт ιи¢ℓυ∂єѕ мυм)

иєω уєαяѕ єνє - тнαт ωαѕ σкαу. gσт ¢яυѕнє∂ ιи тнє ¢яσω∂ αи∂ ρєσρℓє нα∂ тσ нєℓρ мє συт ¢αυѕє ι ωαѕ ѕσ ¢ℓσѕє∂ тσ fαιитιиg. ρєσρℓє ωαѕ נυѕт ρυѕнιиg fяσм αℓℓ ∂ιяє¢тισи ιтѕ ѕтυρι∂. αиуσиє тнαт ωαѕ ѕєєи ωιтн α σρєиє∂ ρяαм ωαѕ вαѕι¢αℓℓу ¢αℓℓє∂ ѕтυρι∂ (ωєℓℓ ι gυєѕѕ ιт ιѕ ѕтυρι∂) αи∂ тσυяιѕт ωнσ gσт ѕωσяє αт ∂ι∂ит υи∂єяѕтαи∂ αт αℓℓ αи∂ кιи∂α ℓσσкє∂ α вιт fυииу.

вαву ωαѕ ¢яуιиg ¢αυѕє тнє fιяєωσякѕ ωєяє тσσ ℓσυ∂. тнєяє ωєяє ∂яυикєи ι∂ισтѕ αвѕσℓυтєℓу єνєяуωнєяє! ѕσмєσиє єνєи тσℓ∂ υѕ тσ ℓι¢к тнєιя ѕнσєѕ. ℓυ¢ку тнєяє ωєяє ρσℓι¢є αвѕσℓυтєℓу єνєяуωнєяє тσσ. ωє ¢συℓ∂ иσт gєт αиу тяαиѕρσят (тнє тяαиѕρσят ѕуѕтєм ιи αυѕтяαℓια ιѕ тσтαℓℓу fυ¢кє∂) υитιℓ 2.30 ιи тнє мσяиιиg. єνєяуσиє нα∂ тσ ℓιиє υρ fσя єιтнєя тяαιиѕ σя вυѕ. тαχι ωαѕ нαя∂ℓу αναℓιαвℓє α¢¢σя∂ιиg тσ ѕωєαяιиg gяσωи υρѕ. тнєи ѕтυρι∂ ρєσρℓє ωιтн ¢αяѕ кєρт нσикιиg мєαиιиg тнαт "ωσσт ι нανє α ¢αя, ѕυ¢кє∂ ιи"...σн ωєℓℓ. ѕσ ι ∂ι∂ит gєт нσмє υитιℓ 3.30αм. αи∂ ѕιи¢є αи∂яєω ωαℓкє∂ мє нσмє, нє αи∂ нιѕ fяιєи∂ єи∂є∂ нανιиg тσ ωαιт fσя тнє fιяѕт тяαιи...ωнι¢н ι fєℓт кιи∂α gυιℓту fσя.

ωєℓℓ αиуωαуѕ, нαρρу иєω уєαя єνєяуσиє. fιиαℓℓу ωє'νє яєα¢нє∂ тнє уєαя ωнєи ωє нανє тσ мαкє мσяє ѕтυρι∂ ∂є¢ιѕισиѕ...ℓιкє ωнσ gєтѕ тσ вє тнє иєχт ρм. ι'м νσтιиg fσя тнє ∂ємσ¢яαтѕ....

ιи ¢αѕє ι ∂σит υρ∂αтє αgαιи...

нαρρу вιятн∂αу αиgєℓα (fσя тнє 4тн)!!!